It's been hard finding a balance when I always have to look ahead to meet deadlines and plan to stay organized.

Yesterday I worked, I watched storm clouds cover the sun, rain, and then leave, I worked, I went outside to weed and inspect my plants, I worked, I painted. Even the dishes had their own moment, without a thought of what should happen next.

I think this is what I really want. 


You may ask yourself, well, how did I get here?
You may ask yourself, where does that highway lead to? 
You may ask yourself, am I right, am I wrong? 
You may say to yourself, my god, what have I done? 
(My new obsession with them and him)


With the yard mowed, house cleaned, work done, errands ran, there's not much else to do but enjoy Spring.